Side effects

I know I get on these kicks when I'm hard-core about bashing on steroids - usually when I'm taking them - ... just know that this is one of those times.

I was curious about the listed side effects of the meds... here they are:

• Muscle Pain/Cramps
• Weakness
• Exhaustion
• Swelling in hands/wrists/feet/ankles
• Unusual weight gain
• Water Retention - swelling
• Puffy Face
• Mental/Mood Changes - depression, mood swings, agitation, irritability
• Bone Pain
• Menstrual changes / cramping
• Increased sweating
• Acne / Skin break outs
• Seizures
• Easy Bruising / Bleeding
• High Blood Sugar
• High Blood Pressure
• Increased thirst/urination
• Dizziness
• Blurred Vision
• Headaches

The highlighted ones are symptoms I've had. It's terrible. Terrible.

I woke up this morning and could noticeably tell that my face was swollen. The swelling always gets me. I think it's because I've worked hard to lose weight over the last year and a half and when I see my face swollen like this it always makes me freak out. Plus, I probably don't have the healthiest self-image, so this crap never helps.

I'm obsessed with it though. I've weighed myself like every morning this week. I haven't gained weight - thankfully - but, I just don't do well with the puffy face/swollen body thing. It really gets me down :/

Took my last pills yesterday, hopefully I'll start getting back to 'normal' this week. Hopefully the foot will ease up and I can workout this week too!  :(   :/